My childhood was not good although it could have been far worse don't get me wrong. Until I was 48yrs old I pretended to everyone including my husband that it had been fine. But after receiving counselling I was able to talk about it. My dad had problems and could have possibly had what is now known as bipolar although we were just told he ' suffered with his nerves'. A ridicuous term that as a child I never understood what it meant. Growing up I hated him for spoiling holidays, Christmas etc. Now I know more about mental disorders I realise that he couldn't have helped the way he was. Just added that information because although it looks like we had a happy time on holiday it wasn't all fun and laughter.
We were fairly poor growing up as my dad wasn't always in regular employment so I know I was very lucky to go on holiday once a year to the seaside. My grandparents had a caravan at Winkups Caravan Park near Rhyl in Wales and we went there for several years. We lived in the Midlands far away from the coast and to see the sea for the first time as we arrived at our destination was magical. Today I can see the sea from my bedroom window and I still get a thrill everytime I look out. I manage to find one photo of the caravan but it isn't very good. We had gas lighting and long walk to the loo. My goodness reading this you must think I am ancient.

I would go on the donkeys, eat a Knickerbocker Glory in the cafe, go to the park with the tricycles that were on a specially built track with traffic lights and if dad was in a good mood we went on the canoes on the lake.
This is the park where we went on bikes and on the canoes and feed the ducks.
My brother didn't want to go on the carousel with me and that's why we have the miserable faces on this one. I remember the fuss he made but I don't mind it's one of my favourite childhood pics.
P.S. Just Googled Winkups and it appears that may still exist until a few years ago at least. I won't be paying a return visit though to find out. Don't want to shatter the memory of arriving at the campsite or sitting in the cafe and devouring the colourful giant Knickerbocker Glory.
2 comments:
Oh, Rosie that brought back so many memories for me, thank you:) I don't remember having a knitted bathing costume but I do remember have a 'rouched' blue nylon one covered in little white fish for our school trips to the local swiming pool. I also remember a caravan holiday in just such a van on the Lincolnshire coast. Also we used to go nearly every year to the same Guest House in Teighnmouth in Devon and I have such happy memories of that. I'm so sorry to hear that some of your memories weren't sometimes so happy but it is good that you can now see and understand the reasons why. I lost my father when I was 5 and have photos of our last seaside holiday, I had a few difficult years when Mum remarried and I had to get used to a new school, family and friends - it was difficult at times.
Anyway, on a lighter note, if you pop over to my blog I have an award for you:)
Dear Rosie. After I read this interesting post,I felt that I should have been brave and continued my blog even though it had personal things in it. I so enjoyed your post, and your honesty. It only makes me like you more. Anyone that would judge another persons blog for being too personal isn't worth worrying about are they. I should have known that.
I guess most have struggles, and it is refreshing when someone has the authenticity to write about them. Kudos to you.
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